I have been having dreams about Leah the last week or so. In it she is a reticent teenager, and does not talk to me. Or she is mad at me because I let her die, and donated her organs and she cannot come back. Today I place upon the altar my willingness to be with these feelings. At this time it feels like the veil is thin. Like another layer is getting peeled away. It takes my breath away because I know how painful this can be. And I am willing to be here, with is as it is to see what is revealed. Thank you for your witness.
Nancy
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