Today is Leah's birthday, she would have been 28, her golden birthday, aaah a tear comes to my eye as I remember her pouting as a little girl that she would have to wait too long for her golden birthday. So today I invoke Golden Nectar to soothe the places that still hurt so much, and let my heart break open yet again. And in sitting with this, there is gratitude for the journey I am on, not needing to know why, bowing to the mystery of it all. Knowing that I have been carried on the wings of love. As I think back to all the moments that have led up to this one, I am in awe of it all.
We are headed to Minneapolis tomorrow to see Pete. As always, there are blessings amidst the pain.
much love to all,
Nancy
